so i apologized for being argumentative to JR but i thanked him for listening to me and by me arguing helped me talk to someone and better understand and define it. and he said its ok that me being argumentative just showed him how upset i was. i dont think he fully understands, but he's getting closer. he's trying, i think.
he imed me later saying
ivegotsenioritus (1:09:49 AM): btw, the random witness i had the other day just informed that he has been saved.
God is still good. always good. i am frustrated cause i haven't got to have a conversation like that, but jr did get to. and a soul is freed from hell and is not fully loved. i'm not jealous that he helped someone into heaven. it was more of a pat on the back from God saying, see, you helped do that. you helped pull JR up and then I could use him to reach this other kid that i love. my heart still hurts, maybe i'm just tired, but maybe one gash is a little less open.
goodnight.
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